Unsent messages to LAURENZ
From: ABC
To: Laurenz
U were my first love/crush. I had so much feelings for u. Although i dont know u and i
never talked to u , i had so much love for u. My heart Skipped a beat everytime i saw u. U were rentfree in my head 24/7.
Everytime we looked in eachtothers eyes I swear I could see that u feel the same. But that was just a beautiful iilusion that I created. I knew from the start that u have a girlfriend but I didn't care. Now it doesn't matter. I was in so much pain because I felt so much love. I was in a dark place. Where I couldn't come out. Now I'm alright. I still love u but I know that I don't need u. These feelings aren't that strong anymore but they will remain. I wish u so much love and happiness in ur life and that u find ur peace. I know now u don't deserve me. Neither my song that I wrote for u.
But i dreamed that I would someday sing u the song I wrote but its oke if its doesn't happen. Right now I will find myself back. Love myself .
All the love I gave u I will give it to myself. Till I'm happy again. I don't regret the feelings neither the pain they were both beautiful. But I regret that I lost myself through it.
Hopefully someone will love me like I loved u.
I wish u the happiness and luck ❤
K.
