for future me; are you happy? do you and aden still talk, and have we fixed things with him? did you get that depression diagnosis? if so, are you doing therapy, and are you on meds? do you have confidence now? who are your friends? right now, we have dani, baleigh, and meghan. if you aren't still with aden; have you been with anybody else since then? what was their name? did they make you feel like he did? have you watched ay new shows since you finished supernatural? do you eat more often now, and did you get to start weightlifting like you wanted? how are mom and dad? how is kierstin? tell me about you now. and reflect a bit and how we were when i wrote this, how you changed, and how you are now, when you're responding.