I really did think I could open up to you. If you ever see this I know you will know its for you. I truly thought our dreams would come true, yet you broke me. I was always there for you i was always when you needed me yet when I needed you the most you just left me to fucking rot. You knew how mentally ill I was how you were one of the few that knew and yet you still chose to leave me at my worst and blame everything at me. I won't hate you because that would mean I have any feelings for you, yet you are nothing to me anymore. As well as Ola and Gabi. You three are nothing to me. Nothing. Yet you gave me a lesson to never trust someone again.