it’s taken me forever to admit to myself that i forgive you. i know you didn’t know how to handle things. i just wish it would’ve been different, you know? i truly believed you were my person, sometimes i’m convinced you still are. just know i’ve never loved someone the way i’ve loved you. i know i didn’t do a great job of showing it. i was able to distract myself with work for months, but it’s all coming back now. and just to clear things up, you lived up to all my expectations, i just wanted us to be more physical with one another. never anything about you. i can’t get your beautiful ass face out of my head. if you still have that journal i made, you should flip the tarot card. i will always love you kaitlyn. i hope we cross paths again one day.

the only way i ever see you anymore is in my dreams. you’re there every single night. it’s so lovely to see you there. i hope you’re doing okay. thanks for visiting my dreams each night. makes sleeping a little more enjoyable.