I spent two years loving you and now I can't even drink my favorite beer without feeling the crushing weight of what we used to be

No your name isnt actually kendall, but its close enough. You fucking changed and I hate it so much. You used to be the sweetest thing. Now you're"one of the boys". How embarrassing

forest green has always been the color that reminds me of you. i love you endlessly and i'll love you until all the stars in the sky burn out. you have my heart forever bub

You make me feel infinite like loving you could make me immortal. I know u don't feel the same but i love u

u werent my first love just my bff. if u see this i miss u and i wish that we hadn’t stopped being friends over a petty argument. u were truly like a sister to me and i didn’t realize that until it was too late. i’m sorry for everything that happened between us i miss you :/

i don’t know else to tell you this, but if you keep treating me like this i am going to be long gone by the time you realize it’s too late.

thank you for loving me unconditionally, and showing me what an actual relationship is. i’m sorry i couldn’t love you for longer, but i had my own issues that you never knew. it was fun while it lasted hey?

I don’t know how after u hurt me so bad, still all I crave is your love. It suited me so well. I hope you miss me like I miss you

hey whore i know your dog died but i love you and hope we can build ginger bread houses soon xoxo go piss girl

You have no idea the impact you had on my life. You consistently brought me out of bad places and now seeing you gone makes me wonder if I’m worth the trouble

I know you're not ready for this, and few things feel healthy for you. But I miss you and wish it could be like a month ago again:(

Why? Why was it so easy to give me up? It’s always “you deserve better” all I wanted was for you to be better.

I am so happy to be the person that gets to stay and see your growth. You deserve it and I hope you continue to do so

im so in love with you that it’s hard to breathe when we’re apart. i wish you loved me back, but i’ll settle for the soft touches that are meaningless to you, but everything to me.

i've been thinking of you so much recently. it makes me feel like maybe our story isn't finished. but you're in another state, and im still home. i wish you would've told me you'd come back if we dated again sooner, everything would be different. i never got to say goodbye to you, and that also makes me feel like we haven't finished our story yet. i hope you're well and happy, i wish i could tell you everything that's going on even if you don't care. you were so bad for me in middle school, and i deserved better but i always felt that you were a kind person deep inside. i hope i'm right. pls let me know soon if you're thinking of me too.
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It’s gotten to the point where I can’t even remember your face. It’s been so long I don’t remember how your laugh sounded or how your hugs felt. How does that happen? I still hate you, and never want to see you again. But I just miss ur back scratches lol. And ur face.

ur my heather. ur everything i am not. ur confident, ur pretty, ur rich, so i get why he cheated. but inside, ur falling apart. ive seen it. ur never truly ok. sometimes im happy abt that. ik i shouldn't be but i kinda want u to be ran over

your the only person i have told that and for some reason i am putting my whole life in your hands because i feel like you will never leave me

Why don't you support my sexuality? Give me one other reason other than religion. You can't. We've been best friends since 3rd grade, and when I come out, you act like I don't exist. How could you do this. Why would you do this. After all the years, laughs, cries. I guess it just never happened.

I think about you all the time but I still never want to see you again. I hate you but God I miss you

I think about you all the time but I still never want to see you again. I hate you but God I miss you

you fucked my life up, i am having to chose between you and one of my friends. but you are such an asshole and i cant do it, at all. i want you so bad but idk anymore and the reason why idk is bc ion know if you are telling the truth all the time. you lied to my bsf ab a lot. but yk so ig bye

you were the first girl i ever felt a real connection with and you left me. you made me feel so disposable. why?

i love everything about you, you’re so perfect

Was I really that unimportant to you that you could use me so easily?

i still love miss you more than anything. sorry i ask so much of you, hon. sorry i keep doing this.

i want you so bad its devouring me

I hope we find each other later in life, I love you

I wish we had deeper conversations. I want to really get to know what’s going on inside your head.

I want you so bad.

I. Can’t. Stand. It.

hey ik you don’t want me at all but yk… give me a shot?

I'll never be able to get you out of my head and worse, my heart.

I have so many questions on what went wrong, but i think they go best unanswered. I wish you luck.

people love you, even if you don't believe it. treat yourself better.

<3 a million things I should have done differently. A million things that haunt me.

i miss you a lot and i love you and i’m sorry and i know i’m a jerk but i wanna text you.

You’re still on my mind daily
I hope you’re happy and well
I miss being yours
You are so beautiful

I wish I still had you. Now I have no one to talk to and I'm losing it. Still, it was my fault.

do you still think about me because i do

i wonder if you really do love me.

I really hope you know that you’ll always be my first love even if I never got to show it

You see me as I am and for once, I feel seen because of you. I'll miss you a lot. See our shows!!

I deserved so much better.

you deserved more but i deserved more from you.

I miss you but i dont think you’ll ever know what you want. I was never even an option..just no idea

i feel your compliments like BULLETS on skin. and i despise my jealous eyes.

I keep hoping that you’ll reach out, let me know you think about me. But, ik it won’t happen.

youll always have a special place in my heart.

Just another day that you crossed my mind at least 30 times. I miss you.

im sorry for how i hurt you