Idk if it was love, but it was definitely something. I was dumb back then and didn't realize that you were actually there for me. I pushed you away. I really liked you, idk why i left and let you leave so quick. You made me feel things no one else made me feel. You just get me. Now it doesn't even matter. You don't see my like that anymore. We are barely even friends, and we only talk sometimes. Gladly things didn't end off at a bad note, but it still ended. I miss you so much, but its obvious you don't miss me. I try reaching out but i just feel dumb later. I sense that you don't care about me anymore and that really hurts. Now every guy i talk to, i compare them with you. Why? idk, and i genuinely hate myself for it. I don't think I loved you but I definitely cared for you a lot. Now that your gone, i sometimes look at our old messages and see how well you treated me. Its okayy though. Im fine ig. lolz bye.