Hi Kaedan my life is a mess without you. Nobody can make me genuinely happy. I wish I had you with me. I need you. I miss you.

Hey kaedan, I could write paragraphs on how you made me feel loved and played the past few months but I’m not going to. It was so exhausting for me the past few months because my life revolved around you as I cared that much about you. I thought you cared as much as I did but it took me a while to figure out that you didn’t which is ok because you don’t owe me anything. But when you left me without any warnings, I cried for days until I couldn’t open my eyes. I guess that was the cost of you making me the happiest person for a few months. When I first saw you walking out of my life I felt lost but It was so obvious that you were perfectly fine which stunned me. Did I ever mean anything to you? For me ever since I met you, I haven’t had a single day without thinking about you. I can’t help stop thinking about that day where we sent stargazing near my place. I miss that. But I fell for you because you were not afraid to show your feelings for me and I cherished every single bit of that. But that part of you is gone, I felt unwanted, mistreated. I finally stopped having dreams about you. You meant the world to me but sometimes you have to learn to let go. Thanks for everything. I still do wish you the best.

I miss our talks. I miss listening to the Playlist you made about me. I love you

Come back please