I fell for you. I fell for your mind and words. I fell for your optimism and kindness. I wish we didn't live so far. I wished we worked out. Whatever happens, I hope you're happy.

it hurts when he person who made you feel so important and and special yesterday makes you feel so unwanted today. you know i wish i could give you my pain for one moment, no o hurt you, but so you could finally understand how much you hurt me. and sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart because if someone can fall asleep knowing you're crying, knowing you're hurting, or didn't care about you. i was exhausting the way i loved you. i threw every ounce of myself into it. i dive headfirst into your heart but jus as i should've hit the water- i hit a brick wall where a flash should've been was a scream of pain. your guard was up but i was left batered and bruised with a heavy heard and even heavier loss.

I am so in love with you, I don’t think I’ll ever not love you. Do you know that?

i have to choose to walk out. i’ll look back twice but i’ll never be back

i don’t know if you see me but i’m always there. i wish you would just notice me

i can’t unlove you. i think i’ll miss you forever. you’ll always be my what if.

i miss my pretty boy

i miss you so much.

my hearts heavy with the weight of what couldve been