From: ABC
To: Judson
Date: July 6, 2025, 3:03 am UTC
i can’t unlove you. i think i’ll miss you forever. you’ll always be my what if.
From: ABC
To: Judson
Date: June 3, 2025, 3:45 pm UTC
my hearts heavy with the weight of what couldve been
From: ABC
To: Judson
Date: January 11, 2025, 3:32 am UTC
i don’t know if you see me but i’m always there. i wish you would just notice me
From: ABC
To: Judson
Date: May 20, 2024, 2:49 am UTC
I am so in love with you, I don’t think I’ll ever not love you. Do you know that?
From: ABC
To: Judson
Date: September 25, 2023, 2:36 am UTC
i have to choose to walk out. i’ll look back twice but i’ll never be back
From: ABC
To: Judson
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:58 pm UTC
it hurts when he person who made you feel so important and and special yesterday makes you feel so unwanted today. you know i wish i could give you my pain for one moment, no o hurt you, but so you could finally understand how much you hurt me. and sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart because if someone can fall asleep knowing you're crying, knowing you're hurting, or didn't care about you. i was exhausting the way i loved you. i threw every ounce of myself into it. i dive headfirst into your heart but jus as i should've hit the water- i hit a brick wall where a flash should've been was a scream of pain. your guard was up but i was left batered and bruised with a heavy heard and even heavier loss.
From: ABC
To: Judson
Date: October 19, 2020, 3:10 pm UTC
I fell for you. I fell for your mind and words. I fell for your optimism and kindness. I wish we didn't live so far. I wished we worked out. Whatever happens, I hope you're happy.