Unsent messages to JOELY

my joely i love you so much. your love is so healing, i just wanna cherish u forever. my sweet boy<3

in the end, i did make those changes u always wanted. see? never broke my promise.

I hope you are successful and happy. I still need to listen to that EP. You deserve the world.

these other messages are surprisingly accurate.

give me a call.

as much as i wish i did, i donʻt hate you. no matter how hard i try, i never will

After all this time no one has achieved to spark in me the same love I had for you.

I loved you, and I still do. Just wanted passion from you, just wanted what I gave you. I waited.

I dont know what you specifically did but I hate you and your friends you made my life worse when I was at my lowest point what did i ever do to you guys at the time I thought w ended off good but no you had o pull that anyways thanks to you and your friends I am not so gullible anymore I hate all of you go to hell you were so toxic and I was too I'm not going to lie but you and your friends God... The only people I think had good intentions were You and Mia cause you would never pull something like that but I don't even know what to believe anymore my parents still don't trust me after like what two years..? I HATE I HATEEE ALL OF YOU GOD YOU GUYS THINK you're better than everyone else you ruined me and my mindset YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS ARE PART OF THE REASON I GOT AN ED JUST God... Im truly embarrassed for you all.

i don’t know what happened, which makes my pain greater. i miss u so much, it hurts everyday but i know ur happy. i love u.