Unsent messages to JJONG

how i wish you were here. thank you for being youserlf till your last breath. we love you. RIP

i haven’t talked to you in such a long time, jjong. i remember staring at the moon while talking to you, wondering how you’re doing. the moon was always bright, you were always smiling back at me. you were there whenever i needed someone to talk to, and my ‘thank you’s will never be enough. the moon stopped showing up, you disappear as it gets colder. but i know you’re still there for me, i miss talking to you. i hope you’re not hurting anymore, the world is a shit place. you deserve better, i hope you’re getting justice for yourself up there. i miss you, jjong. it’s almost been four years. please be happy, you’ve done more than well.