It's been nearly a year since you killed yourself, and im not any closer to being okay. I'll always have a you shaped hole in my heart.

even though we never technically dated, i’ve been in love with you for as long as i could remember. sorry i couldn’t be more emotionally available :(

I want you to know how much it hurts every time I see both of you but I don’t want anyone to feel that pain

each time you leave the pain gets more severe. i wish i was the one for you but i guess not. i really did love you

I could fly to the moon and still feel like it wasn't worth celebrating unless you were right there with me. I will love you frever, and I'm sorry for that.

hey u little fucking piss whore bottom. I’m glad we friends but like at the same time I wanna beat ur ass. anaywyas love u shawty bae ?‼️ also u rp kiss people lmao loser ???

I love you more than you will ever know. Thank you for always supporting me, for giving me back my confidence, and for always making me laugh. You make me feel so safe. I can't wait for the future.

my body has gotten so used to being in love with you i physically can not get over you and its painful.

I may look like I’m completely over you but I still think about you before I go to sleep... I miss you everyday

i'm scared that you don't actually love me. i'm scared this is all a joke. and i'm scared i won't be able to visit you.

I can't imagine myself loving someone as much as i love you.

I wish the distance didn’t ruin our relationship

Sorry for everything I've done. I never meant to hurt you. I'm still learning and growing.

I hate the fact that you are my first love.

I wish I didn’t love and care about you the way I do.

I like u a lot, u made me feel smthng i haven't felt for so many yrs, u made me feel alive again

i liked you Jed and i still like

i’m here for you

you're the reason i believe in true love. i hope that one day i get to marry you <3

I'm afraid i will ruin our friendship if i tell you i like you.

I like you a lot. I'm sorry for what I've done. I never meant to hurt you.

i hate to admit that i still love you as much as i did back then, in another universe, u chose me

I love you, even when you’re mad at me. I wish you weren’t, and I don’t fully understand why you are

but one thing is for sure, you're the one that i like that sometimes it's hard to admit.

What did you do to me? You're on my mind 24/7 wtf

u have a new girl and i am happy for u. it doesn’t hurt anymore.

realised i liked you a little too late, i’m sorry

you said you’d come back.

I love you, jed.

I hate the fact that after all these months of no communication, I still love you

I hate how you made me feel so worthless

you broke my heart and rubbed your new partner in my face like it was nothing

I wish things hadn’t ended, even though you ‘weren’t looking for anything with me’

A year later and it’s still you.

I thought I loved u, but it was just the idea of u, I forever cherish our connection tho

wish you didn’t change

i hope we can get through every ups and downs. please marry me :(

Im so sorry for everything. I wish we could have met later in life when i had it together

I never said ily back, because I was too shy. I miss you, please come back to me. I love you.

I love you more than life. Thank you for choosing me

i don’t know what i’m feeling. is this normal?

You've made my heart grow and you keep pushing me to grow. Sometimes scary, but I want to, for you

im so sorry jed, hope you`ll forgive me

i hope this color reminds me of you, baby.

idk if i’ll ever get over you but i’ll always drive you to the airport and back

I'm sorry I love you I always will

i think what we had was real. when u looked into my eyes i hope u understood how much i care about u

i know it’s not your fault, but it’s so hard trying to figure out if this is romantic or platonic.

I'm here waiting for you

No matter what you’re going through, just know that I’m here for you. I fell hard and I’m scared.