Although I am 100% sure you'll never see this I miss you. Sometimes I wonder if you ever actually liked me or just used to me to get over her... regardless I still loved you... I loved you. All the broken promises that you left really hurt me man I wish I could stop caring about you but I can't and that's what annoys me the most. You told me you weren't ready but you moved on with in a month what type of shit is that?? I hate you so much for lying to me and I hate you even more because no matter what I do you're always going to be the one I cared for the most and the one I actually loved. This isn't even about her its about you lying to me even tho I asked you several times if you still wanted to be with me that's what I meant when I said "I wish you would've said something sooner". I fucken hate you so much javi but if you were to call me at 2 am I would still answer because I meant it when I said I would always be here for you.