red, the color of your truck & car. i was debating black because thats the color of your bandana that i left hanging in my room. i’ve always wondered if you remembered i have it. no matter how many things we go through you promised we would stay friends. i’ve been waiting for you to reach out. i just want to go on a drive with you. i’ve been keeping a list of everything that has happened to me since you left. and yes, you left. i miss you kid. nothings the same without you.

I spent all my time hating you when I loved you the whole time

my lips haven’t shut up
about you
since the night
you kissed them

I know we’re very different people but I absolutely adore you. If you gave me a chance, I’d take it.

I'm sorry.