Unsent messages to JAOKB

Stop, I never intended to hurt you. I never want to hurt you.
It was a fight or flight and course i choose flight but ill never not come back.

''look what you made me do"
my heart dropped and I felt your pain. I hope my brain was playing some sort of trick on me, I must of been having an aneurism.. Are we connected or just crazy?

I worry about you more than i do for myself which honestly is concerning. I'm going to start taking care of myself the way i wanted you too and i want you to do the same. We have to cherish our bodies and those around us but we must put ourselves first. this isnt a goodbye its just a ill see you soon