im sorry for being such an idiot to you, you can do so much better than me. im nothing. and im sorry for being so jealous. i cant help it. i just dont wanna see you with anyone else, yet i dream about it overthinking, every single night :(

thank you. for everything, i dont deserve you at all, your so perfect and you treat me so well, you deserve the world and i dont think im good enough to do that, you can do so much better than me, im sure you know that too, i do really try for you but no matter how hard i try i will never ever be enough, we both know that, im so sorry for being me. i wouldnt even question if you left me, maybe youd just be finally coming to the realisation that your too good for me

god i love you, im so in love with you, i love you more than anything in the whole world, i dont deserve you, youre perfect, so perfect, couldnt ask for anyone else, im so lucky.

Ive seen you through your ups and downs. i will always love you so much. <3

losing a bf doesnt hurt, but losing my best friend is excruciating