i wish i was you. you’re so perfect and everything he wants. i want to hate you so badly but i can’t.

I love you Jada. You listen to my problems and accept me the way I am . Without you I don’t know where’d I be. I love you

i wish you knew how much you hurt me. i took you back so many times and everytime you broke me. anyway i hope you're doing good.

I hate you and I truly hope you suffer for what you said to me and no matter if you apologize like I want you to I'm taking my hate to my fucking grave I'll never forgive you. Never.

This isn't to a first love, bestfriend, family member or anything... It's to myself.You really let yourself go huh? gaining weight by the day... failing grades after you were a scholar; you were supposed to be the honors child what happened to you?

i remember we were bestfriends in 4th grade and I really wanna get close again but I feel like you don’t want me talking to you everytime i do.

even though we aren’t friends, I still care about you just as much as i did when we were. I really do miss you. There isn’t a day that goes by where i don’t think about you. Our relationship was very toxic and stressful on both of us. i’m sorry for all the times where i made you mad. My ignorance got the best of me. I hope you take this time to reflect on yourself and fix your flaws. I wish we could’ve been together. Maybe things would be different. I know this is hard on you ,but i know you’re strong. To be honest, it broke my heart when you didn’t like me back. I felt like i could make you happier than any of the other guys you talked to. But in reality, i ended up hurting you just as much as they did. We both still have lots to learn about each other.

man I’m so in love with u I can’t go 4 minutes without thinking abt u (
Fr, I timed it) and all I wanna do is tell u how absolutely fucking beautiful u are and cuddle u and be there for u when ur having nightmares or when u can’t sleep at night even tho I’m a super sleepy person, I’d stay up till u fell asleep in my arms watching avatar. I have no idea how to tell you but I really realllllly like you. You’re on my mind 25/8 (get it? Like 24/7 but more) I’ve never felt this strong abt anything before. I want you so fucking bad. I mean I’m pretty sure u like girls too but just in case, I’m too pussy to tell you. Yknow that and the fact that I don’t want to ruin or change our friendship bc I feel like that would kill me hahahaha haha. No but fr my heart can’t take that. Look, all I’m saying is that I’d love to be there for you. In more ways than I already am. I just want to hold you and tell you it’ll be okay. Ik u hate thunderstorms bc they scare u but those are my absolute fucking favourite. I swear to god, one day I’m gonna set up a nice picnic on my deck (good vibes) and we're gonna sit there and talk to the lightning and I’ll be there if u get scared and I’ll keep you safe. All I want is to make you feel better. I want you to know how much you mean to me and even tho u think ur unattractive I think the absolute fucking world of you and I just want you to know how beautiful you are. Like not even just physically (even tho I’d love to just stare at u for hours [in a not creepy way I swear]) but mentally too. I could lay w you under the stars talking for hours and hours and hours. I wish nights were longer for that exact reason. I just want to tell you how perfect you are. I just want to make you happy like you make me. It’s been like a year and these thoughts clearly aren’t going anywhere. Ik you’re a best friend, and relationships this early in highschool don’t really last so I mean, I’m too scared to say anything. I just don’t wanna freak you out. I’m sorry :):

A toast to every other universe. You’ll always be my first.

Just be honest and tell me how you feel. I don’t care if it hurts

you were my best friend i still miss you dude you look happy with ur friends and im happy for you

If you’re sorry I’m sorry. But you have to apologize first this time

i love you so much and i’m glad we are together

6 years. That's how long our friendship has been over. It still hurts.

i miss you every single day i love you im sorry

youre the closest I ever got to feeling understood, the best and worst thing to ever happen to me

you were my first love. i wish things had turned out different; we would’ve been perfect

if you messaged me i’d come back in an instant

Idc if there was someone else, a year later and you’re all I think about

I miss laughing with you. I believe we both needed space to grow, but I’ll always be here for you.

Come back pumpkin I miss you

I can’t wait to marry you, to be apart of your family…

I love you so much, baby : P

i could love you so much if youd let me

I never wanted to hurt you
I hope you’re doing better

you are the best thing that has ever happened to me

do you know?

i think i’ll love you forever even if you won’t ❤️

I still love you

i love youuuu my pretty lady come kiss me MUAHH

I don’t hate you I still love you with everything in me. I wish things never ended

Your the best sister ever and I love you so much!! #YourGoodAtTheDrumsAndTuba

i just wish you would’ve seen the love i really had for you.

I saw that yall broke up, I’m sorry. I miss you dearly still even if it’s been a year and a half

I should’ve been what you wanted.
I should’ve been enough and been better.
I will always love you-????

i love you, i wish you could see that.

I don't think I can ever tell you how much you mean to me, i love you

3 years later and i still miss you

Thank you for being someone I can rely on, I love you so much pooks

i love how sharing and genuine u are. i had a thing for u since the first day we worked together

I feel terrible everyday for hurting you.

I still talk to you through notes and poems I’ll never send you. Just break no contact, ily

I wish we never broke up.

I hope you find someone who loves you as much as i do, and i hope you let them love you

I always wanted to have a café with you but now that dream is dead

I still think about you almost every day. Especially today, it’s your day.

See this one day & remember that love is written into your skin.You are great, you always have been.

i love you

Sometimes I still want to cry over how much I miss you. I'm so so sorry for everything.

Maybe

i still think of u when i hear that mac miller song. i miss u.