Unsent messages to ISSA
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: July 29, 2025, 11:09 pm UTC
You’re so special to me. Always have been and always will be my Issa.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: June 16, 2025, 4:01 am UTC
I really wish we could just go back to what it was, what WE were
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: April 18, 2025, 6:00 am UTC
would you hate me if I ended up saying the same thing twice
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: April 15, 2025, 2:35 am UTC
Am I naive to think that you could be the love of my life?
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: March 6, 2025, 7:51 am UTC
If there was a room full of everyone I’ve ever loved, I’d look for you first.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: January 18, 2025, 4:59 am UTC
Will you remember me more than just a girl who has the same hobby as yours?
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: December 16, 2024, 3:14 am UTC
rmbr you pink promised no matter what happened we’d never leave each others side?
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: December 15, 2024, 9:28 pm UTC
Meeting you was the highlight of my life, I’ll love you forever
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: November 23, 2024, 6:28 am UTC
i loved you but it didn’t work out i’m letting you go but i’ll always wish you the best xo
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: November 20, 2024, 7:36 pm UTC
i know it’s too early but i never loved anyone that much
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: November 4, 2024, 6:30 am UTC
i wish you didn’t live 15 hours away, i really like you
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 27, 2024, 5:11 am UTC
I can’t forgive you please come back to me so I could tell you that I love you so much
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: July 5, 2024, 8:33 am UTC
hey, what’s with the unfriend/unfollow thing? i don’t understand
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: June 27, 2024, 4:42 am UTC
I love you so much handsome you mean the world to me ml. Thank you sm for being the best bf ever
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: June 2, 2024, 7:22 am UTC
ive loved u since 2019. we'll never be tg but ill still love you forever. forever my boy.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: January 31, 2024, 6:12 pm UTC
I cant seem to really forget you. After all, i loved you for three years.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: January 29, 2024, 6:05 pm UTC
You‘ll always have a special space in my heart, Nobodys ever gonna have.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: November 3, 2023, 9:51 pm UTC
May Allah bring us back together and never separate us again.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: January 4, 2021, 7:21 am UTC
I can’t wait to see all of the amazing things you will do from the sidelines. I’m not in your life anymore, but it was a gift to be a part of you for the time I was. I hope she will enjoy it as much as I did. You’d have to be blind to not see how amazing you are. I love you. And I’m glad you’ve found it in yourself to love again. I hope I can find that one day too.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 20, 2020, 3:58 am UTC
hi issa i’ve had a terrible day and it just keeps getting worse and i want to talk to u but i don’t think u want me back in ur life ever and i cant keep doing this to u so i don’t know what the fuck i’m gonna do
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 19, 2020, 8:40 pm UTC
i have a car now, my own. and i keep imagining going to you. driving the 6 hours. it wouldn’t be hard. but this also makes me question, why didn’t you ever do it? you did have your own car, and then mariam’s. in the seven months we spent together, you couldn’t spare 6 hours. there was always an excuse, issa.
i love you, and i know you loved me, but where was that effort you knew i desired?
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 19, 2020, 10:26 am UTC
it used to be easier for me to ignore all my feelings and try to forget your existence but now it’s easier to act like you never left
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 18, 2020, 1:44 am UTC
i miss you a lot tonight. i wish things turned out differently. i wish i was there with you. i hope you are well, amor.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 15, 2020, 8:13 am UTC
jeremie mentioned sextopia and it made me remember that you are still in existence. you do exist. we're doing the same thing still. that baffles me.
also jeremie brought up that you literally brainwash every person in your life. you do. i was vulnerable when we met, very open to change and you took advantage. now? wouldn't happen that way. i know better now and i'm stronger. you manipulate all your friends to hate me, for nothing.
i've done nothing wrong to you, i can self reflect and understand my wrongs.
i never did you wrong.
you? the list goes on. and on.
how could you do that to me?
how issa?
fuck you. i never want you back in my life. i hope we never cross paths again. once was enough for me.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 14, 2020, 6:45 am UTC
I don't check any of your socials anymore. I'm proud of myself for that.
I hope you check mine. You fucking dirt bag.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 14, 2020, 6:45 am UTC
I notice myself coming here a lot, not because I'm not over you, but because I feel the desire to speak these things, my thoughts, into existence. Maybe you'll understand one day, even if you never read any of it.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 14, 2020, 6:43 am UTC
I can't imagine us together anymore.
Not just our physical beings, but our entire existences. I can only imagine you as you and me as me, never a we.
I can't can't comprehend what I saw in you anymore?
I can't understand why I spent so long with you.
All that time,
wasted.
From: ABC
To: issa
Date: September 9, 2020, 7:13 am UTC
sometimes i think you not giving a shit about me during the break up made it worse. but it also makes it easier for me to see how terrible you are. i will always love you in many different ways. but i understand that what we had, wasn't it. i've learned a lot about myself since then. and i have began to separate your existence from mine, which i never intended nor wanted. but i can't see us together anymore. your existential being is not with me anymore. it never was.
but anyways, i hope you're doing well, issa. i hope you always do well. i wish you still cared about me, though.
i wish you gave some sort of a damn about me. but it doesn't matter now and it never will again.
see you in another life, mi amor.
