You are a sick sick person. Unlike you sister who is straightforward. You always had another face hidden from people. The reason your sis is the way she is its bcuz of you. You hide behind her and fill her with toxic ideas which get her in trouble. She doesn't deserve that. All she needs is love. You were always a snake funny thing is that u became what u were scared of. I feel sry for you at this big age. I hope you change yourself. You need every prayer you can get.