ive gone through a lot and im not happy with myself and i know i wont make you happy either so thats why im puasing us ,so that maybe you can find somone who is happy and can make you happy . I like you to much to let you suffer with me .

everytime you text me my heart lights up. i miss you man. i love you, but i can't tell if thats as a friend or more...

i want you to be happy , and i know you cant with me and thats why it hurts , thats why i cant admit i like you , thats why i dont want to define what we are

Im happy for you and i know the only way to keep you happy is to give you space ...Yeah I miss you , but it’s my fault.Maybe if I told you the raw truth rather than the sugar coated truth things could have been diffrent .

I feel like we had closure without meaning to . it hurts a bit . But I’ll always be here for you no matter what . I wish things could be different but I guess everything happens for a reason . I’m happy that you didn’t know everything, or maybe you would have felt worse about making this distance knowing I don’t have time on me .

When I was younger, I was told not everyone was how they seem. Not everyone is as fucking nice as they are on the outside. Be careful with your secrets they said, you don't know their real colours towards you. Would that nice person be there once you stumble? Thanks for the realisation.