i still miss you but i know you dont love me anymore. i know i cant always have my way in life but i wish you never left me. even after 3 years of having feelings for you and having you leave me my feelings for you dont fade away, no matter how many days you go without talking to me my feelings remain the same as they were when we were dating. i know i cant tell you i love you anymore, no matter how much confidence i build up, i know you love another girl, like you told me. theres nothing i can do about it. i would do anything to be with you again but i know everything i try to do means nothing in reality. i love you, bubba:')??i hope you see my message.

-nina chanthavilay