i still think about you a lot i suppose, i wish things could of truly worked. i never meant to lie about anything, i was honestly scared of you and what would happen if i were honest, even about anything; my trauma and fear was coming to me and neither of us realized it, i'm in a better place now because of you. i wish some day we'll be able to speak to eachother again.

I didn't feel comfortable alone with you. I'm sorry I distanced myself.

i love u!