i miss you still. im feeling a lot rn but nothing i cant handle i guess, its overhwhelmingly sad and beautiful and nostalgic. sometimes if i think hard enough i can remember so very briefly how it felt to feel your skin and look at the stretch marks on your stomach and feel the warmth of your body and place my head against ur chest as we lay on that bed with the cheap pink linens i bought in our apartment on birchbrook drive. i miss you a lot. i want to text you and tell you how i feel but i know whatever i say could never be beautiful enough or good enough to bring u back and know that im sincere or have u forgive me and forget all the pains and mistrust and hurt between the two of us. i'll love you forever gatsby. i love you so much. i hope youre doing well and wish that you do not feel even a fraction of what i feel.

I’m sorry. I love you but I have to let you go soon.

If only you knew how much I really loved you

This is my last note on here. Thank you & I’ll carry you in my heart. I love you always

I miss you sometimes

I miss how close of friends we used to be

Now we barely talk.