i really do love you so much,,, more than i think i love alot of people,,, our time will always mean sm,,, you are quite literally my first love,,, even if thats hard to see or say,, i think in another reality or another life we would have been beautiful,,, you’ve always been someone i cherish and look up to and always will be,,, stay strong for me ok,,, i want you around in my life always as selfish as it is,,, i hope we get better,,, till then,,, be nice to yourself,,, i like who u are alot