goodness. we didn't deserve to end the way we did. i thought we were pretty good together..just a bit awkward. life isn't so serious man. our relationship wasn't going to last forever. you leaving just sped up the process. because of you i don't know if i actually like this guy or if i used him to distract me from you. sucking on someone else's face was the only thing that got you off my mind at that time. why is life so complicated. like what is wrong with us. do you still think about me? you're no longer on my wall. i no longer wear your hoodie. every piece of you has been removed from my life. but when i pass by your house, i think of you and your derpy smile. i'm going to ignore the things people have told me about you. i geniunely thought we were in love. songs that made me feel like i was floating no longer give me the same feeling.
love you boy