idk if i want you to see this or not. i feel horrible. what i did to you was horrible. i regret it. i am so sorry. my friends are telling me i did the right thing but i can't help but feel like they are wrong. i know there isn't going back. but i want you to know i regret it and i hate myself more than you could ever hate me. if you see this im sorry this is embarrassing but i had to get it out.

i think i’m in love with you!!!