Hey, it's me.

We were young, but it was fun. Maybe we'll meet again someday? Maybe not. I've stopped counting on it for the most part. Although we can't deny that our connection was something special...we had to have ended for a reason, right? I think about what we could've been all the time. However, this is not a letter to wish you back, this is a letter to finally let you go, forreal. I deserve love in full, not the unfinished version that we were destined with, even if it wasn't necessarily our fault. I deserve more. I hope that I find someone in the future and get to love them even more than I loved you. I hope that the capacity of love that I had for you when I was so young was not the limit of how much I could love. Even though I loved you, I pray that I can love harder. I pray that I can love more intentionally. Even though you loved me, I pray that someone loves me better. I pray that someone holds me tighter, and laughs with me a little harder than you did. It might be selfish, yes, but I need to be now. I'm letting you go. Since we aren't together, I've decided that we simply aren't meant to be. But, maybe, just maybe, we'll meet again one day. Maybe not. Until then, I'll be waiting for a love that outdoes ours. I believe it's out there for me, I have so much love to give. I know that we're two different people now but I hope you find yours too. You know I love seeing you happy, that'll never change.

Love,
S