ik for a fact i always loved you more than you loved me bc i would never give up on you like you’ve given up on me or so it felt i was looking forward to the i would be in your arms and be able to feel your touch i always tried so hard for you and i still am and i’ll probably never stop trying for you bc you mean so much to me and i still like you but i don’t miss you i wouldn’t get back with you again because i know you would end up leaving me with that empty feeling again where i’m left wondering where i went wrong or how i could fix everything about myself to help make you happier like i was doing the first 3weeks i was starting to get help a few days before you broke up with me and i stopped bc i only did it for you i never wanted to sort out what was wrong with me bc i wasn’t ready but i did bc i was ready for you which meant i had to be ready for myself and i wish you could see how hard it was for me to do that but now idk if i’m ready to date again i don’t want that feeling knowing i might not be enough for them or i’m too much to handle but i’ll never know bc you’ll get a new girl and i’ll just be there yk? but it’s fine bc yk one of the things that makes me feel is seeing others happy even if it makes me upset
love you and i’ll always be there for you when you need me