i love you i dont know why n i try so hard not to bc i know you love her. but i thought u genuinely liked me but lately i dont know. why would u talk to me like the way u did? why? not a day goes by that i dont think about you its been like this for almost since i first started talking to you. n lately not a day goes by that i do not think of you. i wish i could tell you but im scared. that ur going to stop talking to me n i genuinely like our friendship. its been so long since i loved someone the way i love you.

i hate you, i hate you because.. im still in love with you, now matter how hard i try no one will ever be like you, but.. u changed n the man i used to love is gone. nd u didnt become a better man either. ive been trying to put my feelings aside but i can't, but im going to try, because i know the old you wouldve wanted me to. goodbye. i love you, forever.