Hi. It’s me. I know it’s long overdue but I think I should say what I have to say through here since there is no other way. I want to thank you for everything you did for me. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for watching my games even I suck at playing. Thank you for making me laugh specially with that annoying song/tune you made to make me laugh but at the same time annoyed. Thank you for always texting, calling and ft me to make sure that you show how much I meant to you. Thank you for baking me that muffin speciality of yours. I could go on and on for all the things I’m thankful but there’s no time so just thank you for everything. Of course, I want to apologize for everything I put you through.. I’m so sorry.. I admit that everything was my fault, I take full responsibility for everything. I know you hate me and won’t forgive me, I honestly deserve that but still I’m sorry.. I really am.. But, I just want to say that even though everything is my fault.. it was so unfair that you told me how you didn’t even fucking love me and that you just dated me because you wanted to see what it feels like to be in a relationship.. Why didn’t you just tell me that it was all just a trial for you or revenge? Because clearly, it worked.. Honestly, I was mad at you when you told me that bc for a minute I thought it was real.. I know our relationship wasn’t ideal or perfect but for you to tell me that it was just some game? That’s the worst thing. Ever. Ik, I wasn’t the best or even good but I fucking loved you. I fucking did. I gave everything that I can give you.. It’s just.. Nothing.. Well, I’m writing this because I want to let it all out and I’m ready to close this chapter of my life where you are on it. It took me 7 months to be ready and here I am.. letting you go, it wasn’t easy bc part of me was hoping that although it was all messy and stuffs.. maybe someday we will cross paths again but that ain’t gonna happen.. you made it clear and I already accepted it. So yeah, I saw you twice after months not seeing you.. Saw you while crossing the street and again three days ago it was a perfect way to end the story of us.. So goodbye and i wish you all the best and continue being happy :))) i love you always xx