love me.
that's all you had to do. just, love me. treat me as an equal, don't talk down.
be faithful to me. know that no matter who flirts with you, if u didn't flirt back, i'd be the girl you came home to. the one you called and talked to last.
pick me.
that's all you had to do. not her, me.
the one that fit you perfectly. the one that stayed by your side.
the one crying over you to this day. the one that loved. the one that cared. the one your family loved. me.
that's all you had to do.
what was so hard about that?

i wouldve picked you over anything. i picked you over everything. every day, i chose you. you were my first pick. i always picked you, nobody else mattered.

now what do i have to show of our relationship?
a broken heart. trust issues. an inability to love another.
you. broke. me.
and all you have to say to me is ,'of course i did, dummy :) '
no remorse.
no apology.
no punishment.
no justice for the wronged.
nothing.
she gets you.
she gets my friendgroup.
she gets my entire life.
she lives what was meant to be mine.
everyone, everything.
every kiss, every laugh, every call, all of it.
why am i still writing.
why haven't i let go yet?
you broke me and you have nothing to say to me?
and yet you called me your best friend.

don't you dare name your daughter madilyn . that was meant our daughter. don't ever name your son louis. that was meant for our son.
i gave you my future. you gave me your broken heart. i took it and mended it, pouring my own to help fix it and when you walked away, you broke mine.

i miss you