hey. it's me. i know you probably will never see this or even care but I miss you. it's been almost 3 years and I still miss you. honestly it makes me so angry to think that I'm probably just wasting my time falling for some guy I met once that probably never even liked me back. But I can't fucking stop. I miss you so much and I think about you all the damn time and your beautiful blue eyes. I feel so stupid writing this out because I know I need to move on and it hurts. I can't let go so easily. I just wish I could know how you felt ya know? Break my heart or love me but just do SOMETHING. I'm sick of uncertainty.
As much as I want to leave you behind and forget you ever happened, I also want you to know that I really like you. And who knows if I'll ever see you again!! But aside from all of the hurt and confusion I feel, I hope your doing well and I mean it. I just need to know if when we locked eyes in that restaurant you felt it too. Good bye. I wish you so much happiness.