theirs just something about you that has made me still have feelings for you for the past year and a half

You’ll NEVER reach my standards. You try so hard to hurt my feelings but it never works. I think you’re the one who’s hurt and obsessed with me. Face it, you can NEVER forget or let me go. Haha you’ll always be checking up on me

i miss you so fucking much bruh i miss the games we played even if it was just an online thing. I hope youre okay i never got to say ily

You were basically my “first love”. sometimes I wonder if you’re the one writing those messages under my name on this website. we were young. You really broke my heart. You made me feel insecure. I was way too nice with you in the beginning. I was naive & didn’t have dating experience. It’s scary how alike we are. I sometimes do wish we saw each other one last time but another part of me wants to move on and forget you ever existed. If you wanna reach out to me, you can. I won’t judge you. It’s okay to be vulnerable you know..

You were basically my “first love”. sometimes I wonder if you’re the one writing those messages under my name on this website. we were young. You really broke my heart. You made me feel insecure. I was way too nice with you in the beginning. I was naive & didn’t have dating experience. It’s scary how alike we are. I sometimes do wish we saw each other one last time but another part of me wants to move on and forget you ever existed. If you wanna reach out to me, you can. I won’t judge you. It’s okay to be vulnerable you know..

You've proven to me that life can imitate art, and you my dear, are the most handcrafted masterpiece i have ever seen.

I’m sure if we had a conversation now that we’re older & mature, we would reconcile. We both made mistakes. We pushed each other away. I care about you as a friend. I told you that and I meant it. I wish you would just reach out to me. I won’t judge you. Stop being so aloof & afraid to express yourself. I pushed you away because I got scared that I was gonna end up liking you. I regret not hugging you in your car when we were in front of my house. There’s many things that I regret Eliot.. I was closed off with you too. I was very shy. I know it might’ve seem like I wasn’t interested but at that time, I had social anxiety. You have no idea how much I wanted to burst out and tell you so many cool things, but I couldn’t. I didn’t have good social skills at the time. It is due to my upbringing. Stop holding a grudge on me for something so trivial. Also, many people didn’t want to see us develop a friendship and they sabotaged it out of jealousy. Those people have personal vendettas against me for no reason. We have so much in common that it scared me. We had the potential to become very good friends and maybe even more?? But we let stupid shit get in the way & we became petty with each other. It’s so dumb man.

‘There was something gorgeous about him, some heightened sensitivity to the promises of life.’ I’m sorry I wasn’t as good to you as you deserved. RIP, beautiful.

I think your amazing but I dont know how I can get closer to you as a friend we never hung out and I wish we could I just dont know how to ask with out you thinking im wierd. I also feel like you barley know who I am when I am thinking about you all day

You spin me all around and then you ask me not to spin

You spin me all around and then you ask me not to spin

we’re really over this time eliot. ty for being the first guy i’ve liked tho it wrecked me.

you are so great at deceiving, I applaud you

love you tons

i will never understand why you did that to me.

i wish that i would’ve responded when you reached out.

so you were lying? it doesn't matter? I still love you a lot but i guess that's the problem

thank u for teaching me i can love. it’s just sometimes i wish u never reached for my hand at all

We could be friends now but the reality is u stopped treating me like a friend long ago

i love you bro.. my number one always

Aren’t u glad we’re finally done?

i’ll never be able to hate u bc at some point i loved you just not anymore

I love you bug. More than you will ever know

I don’t know if you feel the way I do but I can’t stick around to find out

I love you.

my real smile comes out when I’m with you <3

i'm doing better now. but i'm still upset with you..

I wish you were still here.

i like you

I still think about what we could’ve been if i didn’t have commitment issues

i can’t tell what you want from me and it’s ripping me apart

i can’t tell if you want me back or if i’m just making everything up

i think about you almost every night

I'm terrified that you don't feel the same. I'm sorry. Please don't leave me. I love you. <333

i'm really sorry i messed everything up i still love you

I think about you more than i should and it scares me.

i tried to reach out but that’s how i found out that i’m blocked. i wish you well

I avoid you because I keep wishing you loved me too

I wish i never met you cuz Now i cant watch you being close with someone else

Please say that you still love me. Say that you care. I'll stay forever if you ask. <333

i miss u sm pookpook
idk whether to reach out or not.. give me a sign

I really wished I had kissed you back then but it was to late.

why do you do this?

No matter how many times you said were just friends, it always hurt
Sorry i cant help it

i forever miss you but I need to get over it bb we both know it’s overdue

Bye bug

Where it seemed you were distant I still loved you as if you were the stars that needed to be held

i have a big fat crush on you

I wish we could've made things work, but I was tired of being the one to fight for us.

i miss u. come back to me please