It is incredible how I can no longer send you a single message because I know that if I do it I would be hurting myself and I need to close this. I have so many doubts and questions asking myself every night, the one that is most frequented is if you could really feel something for me as I felt for you. It's silly that she asked me that question, why? Because I knew perfectly well that your heart belonged to someone else, you never told me but I know that many of the things that overwhelmed you were that your heart belonged to her and that you still missed her. . Even knowing that your heart belonged to another person, I was excited about you, with every word you said or every gesture. I don't know if you were my first love but if the illusion that hurt the most because I got used to you and knowing what you were doing or if you were fine; I just wish you had been a little more honest with me and say "I just don't want to talk to you anymore", I would have understood. Now I only wish you the best, every day that passes I am wishing you are well and can get out of all those thoughts that tormented you.
bye, TT