i don't even know where to start. it's been a while, a few years since i last saw you, but even then, i still love you. i love you so much. i don't know why i have this strong feeling for you after a long time. i still think you're the one for me, and hopefully one day we can reunite and just do what we couldn't do when we were together. i know whenever we hugged i wouldn't hold on tight, but if i was given the chance to hug you one last time i would never let go. remember that one time we almost got written up for pda LMAOO. i really miss you, if im being honest i wish we would have never dated, it ruined our friendship and bond and i never wanted that. i don't know where we last stood. im assuming you want nothing to do with me which is completely understandable, but just know that if you ever wanna come back to me i will welcome you with open arms. as much as i love you still, i hate you so much. you're the reason i cant be with anyone, you always stay in the back of my head. i know i wont be able to love someone as long as i love you. and i don't plan on ever stopping. we were just children and we were so immature but i was developed enough to know that i loved you. i left without closure that day, and ever since then not a day goes by that i don't think of you. i've tried to move on several times but im still hung up on what could've been. i know that once im content with myself i will see you again. so thats what i think of you as. you're my comfort person, the person i will always run back to no matter what. i wish we could try again. but until then, know that i love you, you know where to look for me. take care of yourself please.

you were so pretty to me. I would have loved every single part of you. heal pretty boy. good luck