Though my heart longs for you, my wiser self I like to believe tells me to forget you dearbh. I<3 u

If you hate me that’s ok, I made it that way. Thought would make it easier. It didn’t. I miss you.

I wish we could reconcile. Makes me sick the way it went. I’m learning to forgive myself, slowly.

I do think you’re the only one for me however deluded anyone may think that is