Unsent messages to DDAA

i know that we never dated and never will and i know how pathetic it is for me to still be holding onto the thought of you but you mean so much to me. i could always tell you everything without feeling judged. you were one of the first people that listened, but i feel like i fucked it up, i always do. im sorry im so pathetic but like i said we never dated so i mean nothing to you. ill always love you even if you dont feel anything for me. thank you so much.