yeah i doubt you’re gonna see this so i’m gonna try this out. i was...an -sshole to you. constantly. and i wish i could take that back. we stopped talking after a while cuz i uh...ghosted you. if i could tell you anything it would be that i’m sorry for that. i was at the lowest point in my life mentally and i could tell you liked me (mostly cuz you straight up told me). a lot. and i didn’t like you back but every time i talked to you it made me feel guilty cuz i didn’t like you back and i didn’t wanna lead you on. so one day i just...stopped answering. and i shouldn’t have. if i could’ve gone back and talked to you about it i would 1000%. if you see this (i doubt you will, and if you do i’ll be mortified cuz you’ll know this is about you), i’m sorry. truly.