Unsent messages to DAVE
From: ABC
To: dave
I love you. I want to leave and go so far away with you, I can’t live this life anymore. you feel like home.
From: ABC
To: dave
I've known for the past 6months that we were talking that your the one. i fell so deeply in love with you. i can't even get your name out of my mind. i didn't care about distance because it would all we worth it in the end. i was always insecure and you always reassured me that you'd be with me forever. and i really believed you. but i think in the end i won the i love you fight. i hope the new girl is more way better than me. i hope she treats you better than i ever could. i still am so in love. but i guess one day i'll have to move on.
From: ABC
To: dave
I made a promise that I will always be here for you and that I always will, I hope that you still keep that promise for me
From: ABC
To: dave
i hope you’ll see this. you’re asleep right now. i miss you so much. life is so pointless without you next to me everyday. i lob you lots
From: ABC
To: dave
i really did try to give you everything but you left me for someone else and you broke me you told me you were going to be there for me and you left you were the first person guy i loved and now i can’t seem to feel that way about anyone else and even tho you broke me i would let you back in my life in a matter of seconds
From: ABC
To: dave
My heart hurt when we hung up the phone for the last time. I love you.
You said you want to be alone but I know you’ll move on quicker than me. I see it already.
From: ABC
To: dave
You didn't know that I liked you when you confessed but I knew you deserved better, so I had stop you from getting attached.
From: ABC
To: dave
Things fell into place that night at the lake dam and felt right for the first time in a long time. You healed so many parts of me, but broke just as many parts of you in the process. I'm so sorry. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: dave
Things fell into place that night at the lake dam and felt right for the first time in a long time. You healed so many parts of me, but broke just as many parts of you in the process. I'm so sorry. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: dave
Why do you have to try come back when I’m finally over you and happy..so happy. And yet I still want to meet you and hear you say you want me back and it’s always been me
From: ABC
To: dave
you would always say my eyes and eyeliner looks great when i feel like it didn't because people kept on saying "it's too thick!" and i felt insecure about it, you were the first one that made me feel comfy with it.., you would say my eyes are pretty and i would feel warm
From: ABC
To: dave
i think im finally getting over you. but each time i do you end up coming back. am i just waiting for you to come back?
From: ABC
To: dave
One year later and you’re no longer next to me. Dates of firsts haunt me in January. I miss you and I’ll admit I still love.
From: ABC
To: dave
i loved you. but they did too and as much as i wanted you to be mine they needed you more. i'm happy as long as you are so please don't feel bad. i love you but i know you'll never love me back.
From: ABC
To: dave
i could never fathom getting tired of this. tired of feeling happy? tired of you lighting up my day with a simple message? nah fam. nobody could ever make me feel the way that you do. its ok to feel small. but just know, no matter how small you feel, you will never lose me and i will never lose you, no matter what. thats a promise :)
From: ABC
To: dave
i could never fathom ever getting tired of this. tired of you? tired of how happy you make me feel everyday? nah fam. its ok to feel small. just remember that, no matter how small you are feeling, you will never lose me, and i will never lose you, no matter what. and that is a fact
From: ABC
To: dave
dear D,
I don't think you know how much you meant and still mean to me. what we had was perfect until you left.. lifting me over your shoulders after a late-night play fight in my garden into the kitchen making my family laugh. my parents adored you, I was fully myself around you always. you changed me for the better and I will always be grateful for that and I agree with you..we went too fast but it felt so right. you weren't prepared to give it time so you left. I know you never felt the same because we are young and haven't lived long enough to know but I was in love with you, I was in love with the guy with massiveee feet and missing eyelashes on your left eye because for some reason you cut them off, I was in love with the guy who got me into cheesecake and Chinese, the guy who has the best taste in films and music even though I would never admit that to you. I'm saying 'was' like I'm no longer in love with you but it's been almost 3 weeks and love doesn't just go away. I know your feelings for me are long gone. I felt it the Saturday before you broke up with me.. you suck at lying by the way. your mum always said you did. it was the little things you did that made me happy... all the accents you did, the jokes you made, helping me in class, forehead kisses, hugging me, explaining things that dumb me should know. I listened to everything you said, I could build a computer now from what you told me (longshot). we always got on better in person...our text conversations went pretty dry within a few weeks but we were always fine in person, we always smiled and laughed together. sometimes I'm really jealous of you.. how you just don't care about us anymore. you throw yourself into something you love doing while I'm sat writing this message after 3 days off school because I haven't been eating. sometimes I really wish you would open up to me the way I opened up to you, that night you fell asleep on my chest after crying meant a lot to me...you trusted me that night. it would be funny if you ended up reading this because I bet you don't remember any of these memories. I've remembered every single moment with you because even if we aren't together and I'm moving on... they made me happy. I mean you've made me a bit sad but for 2 months you made me so happy. so thank you for that, even if I was 6 months older I really looked up to you.. . mentally and physically because man you are tall. I hate how forgiving I was... I didn't have the energy to argue when we fell out. I just wanted us to be okay so I was the one to always say sorry even if I hadn't done anything wrong. I'm just ranting now but David you've shown me a true relationship, thank you for being my best friend for the past few years and my boyfriend for the past few years. I know we will see each other every day for the next 4 years but I just want to say I really hope your life goals come true, I know they will you're the cleverest boy I know. I miss your family, I hope they're okay. and I hope that you are okay, I'm always here for you even if you don't want me to be there for you. 'Tuesday's gone' and you always took 'my breath away'
from M x
From: ABC
To: dave
i thought i saw u today picking up ur mom and i got butterflies so fast, i ran home dragging my dog(u know her name right? i think u do). idk if it was u though and idk if i wanted it to be. i should be getting over u right? right! anyways ill talk to u tmr ig LOL i wonder if u'll ever see these. oh also remember when u picked up v? mhm i was so jealous but i knew i would literally break ur back if u carried me like that, and then u told me i had a nice body and i looked light. that's so mf bland and a weird ass thing to say looking back but it meant sm at the time. alas, u make me weak in the knees. xoxo, gossip gal. ps put the cilantro in soup or smt
From: ABC
To: dave
I hope when you think of me all you fell is sadness for what you did to me and when I think of you all I feel is anger for you picking them over me
From: ABC
To: dave
i'm afraid i was wrong. i should have given you a chance, even if you're so different than me, i should have tried. i'm sorry that you hate me, and i can understand you.. but i'm just so so sorry. you are a good guy, and it almost made me cry every time you told me how much you liked me. maybe i'm just a fool. you deserve so much better... again, i'm sorry. i will never forget you
From: ABC
To: dave
I miss my Dave. I miss your me. I miss everything we had, but I miss my best friend the most. I love you, Always.
From: ABC
To: dave
You never asked me to wait but I did. You seem like you've moved on from all that we've always been. I am trying to do the same but it's harder than I thought.
From: ABC
To: dave
you left when i needed you most. you broke me, why did you leave knowing you would do this to me. Why did u go and cheat? why do this to people.
From: ABC
To: dave
I hope you look back on what you’re doing and realize it was dumb. And that u lost my respect.
From: ABC
To: dave
I'm scared that I'll hurt you and ruin what we have. You deserve better and I'm trying to be that.
From: ABC
To: dave
I think about you every day. I still love you and always will. I will always wait for you my love.
From: ABC
To: dave
I'm willing to risk anything just for you but I guess we're not on the same page. imy :(
From: ABC
To: dave
i want to say i’ve been longing our midnight talks i miss you a lot, devs yk that.
From: ABC
To: dave
We’ve spent more years in love than not. Whatever happens, I hope you’re always here. I love you
From: ABC
To: dave
hi babyyyy I still think about u every single day, if u feel the same let’s try again please :<
From: ABC
To: dave
What if we tried, me and my hesitations to take a risk is haunting me up to these days.
From: ABC
To: dave
The excitements are all gone and now I realized how ordinary you are.
From: ABC
To: dave
You brought my light back.
But now I’m sitting in the dark again.
From: ABC
To: dave
you promised me that you'll never leave me, but look at us now.
From: ABC
To: dave
I don't know what life can be without u. Please hold on with me until we become succesful.
From: ABC
To: dave
I miss every version of us that came before. All of them were better than the void between us now.
