You've taught me the greatest lesson in life; how to love myself. I used to look at myself in the mirror and cry, but now I only smile.Youve been there for me so much and im so thankful. You don't know this but You saved my life. There were days when no one knew but I felt like the world would be a better place without me. You provided comfort, so I didn't feel alone. You're such an amazing person and I can't thank you enough for all that you've done for me. that being said; I hurt you. I fell for someone who hurt me in the past. I left you to go back to someone who used to bring me darkness. I hurt you, not on purpose though. You deserve the world, not just a girl who's confused about what she wants in it. My feelings, this world, are so confusing and im so sorry to have wrapped you up in a mess I've made. When I found out you were talking to someone else, I broke down. I sat in my room, alone, for hours, balling. I couldn't handle the thought of someone else receiving what I had once had. But I've come to the conclusion it would be selfish for me to withhold you from someone who makes you happy. You say were past it, but I know when you're sitting in your room, listening to music, while laying with Lolo, it still hurts you, that I could walk away so easy. Your world is so rocky, filled with darkness and rain showers. You deserve someone who makes your days bright and sunny. I know you've said I make you wanna live again, and make everyday bright, but you deserve someone who without a doubt, every second of the day, knows they wanna be with you, and that is not me. Im a girl with a broken mirror, trying to help others find their reflection. In the process, sometimes I end up cracking mine more. Im not the one for you. I wish I could walk away without hurting you. I wish I could walk away without sitting for hours praying that you still wanna live. I wish I could walk away so you could see that the best thing in life is finding love and happiness in yourself, not others. After all, that's what you've taught me and I can't imagine living life without it.

i blocked u. still waiting 4 u to come back to me.