Unsent messages to CRAB

idk what i couldve done differently for it to be better could we try again? i promise ill change..

I wish you loved me. I wish I was a boy.


The rest is silence.

I’m sorry for treating you badly, you deserve someone better to love.
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She’s not ‘the one’ and we both know it.

I’ll be waiting for you. Always.

You fucking broke me so much that now I can’t even like anyone else because I feel like I’m just gonna get left again. You have no fucking feelings and i don’t think I can ever come back from that I hope you never find love and I hope you realize you lost the only person that would put up with your stuff and would wanna better you as a person

i threw away the painting i made of you, i’m pretty sure u did the same for the drawing of me. i thought we were meant to be, i saw u as my soulmate. and it’s been months but i still can’t stop crying and i wish you’d just message me and tell me what u need to say even though ik what it is you’re hiding but i need to hear it from you so i can just get over you. it feels silly that i’m still not over you, cause i know you are. but i feel like all the times i cried over you have been serious pagne! and i just need you to tell me what u need to tell me. and you know what it is too. i just can’t get over you if i’m not gonna get the closure i need. i miss you and i’ll always love you even the ik you’ll never feel the same towards me. i love you clobby