Unsent messages to CHICHI

Life so crazy I never expect that I will get close to you lol hahaha

you are my sweet boy

I’m so sorry for everything my love.

I love you so much.

Always.

you're so cute

i don’t think you will ever understand how much i wish we never happened. you were your own person. but after our break up you turned into the people you claimed you hated. you became someone else and lost what was real about you. you lost every ounce of authenticity and it breaks my heart for you. it makes me sick to even see yellow hearts and sunflowers now because they remind me of how naive i was. how i didn’t realize how toxic we were together. but i still have all the love in the world for you in the most platonic way. i know the real you is still somewhere.
just a side note, but i do think it’s almost funny how you made fun of girls who wear makeup and now you do your eyeliner as thick as you do.??