Unsent messages to CASSIAN

i miss you so much. you brought me so much joy when we were together. i still think about you.

I hope we do get to talk again. Talk to you whenever!

Im gutted that i never got the chance to confess to you, you went and got with someone else, i wish i were her so i guess this is my way of getting it out. Its good to see you happy though, even if its not with me but i hope you know that theres other ways of being happy than being in a relationship as you were quite sad beforehand. I hope she treats you well otherwise im always here. Even on days where you have no idea how upset or how awful of a day ive had youll make a joke and it cheers me up instantly, i dont know what id do without you to get me through a long boring day. You have the best smile and laugh and the mot gorgepus eyes ive ever laid my eyes on. Even though you make me a bit upset with the not being around as much as usual. I make this promise to you, I will always be here, whenever, no matter the time or place. See you never i guess.