Unsent messages to B.S

haha i never realized those were your initials till now. i want to thank you, you've made all this bearable. i can't remember the last time i was this happy, with a smile plastered on my face just by the thought of you. i'm so so so grateful for you and who you are, you have no idea. so thank you for everything, you really saved me these past couple months and idk where i'd be if we weren't something.

i made this green because it’s your favorite color. i’ve grown to appreciate the color green more, just because of you. i think of the color, and then i think of you and how much i love you. it’s a lot of love. you’re my soulmate, you’re my twin flame, you’re my yellow. i can’t live without you, and it breaks my heart that you’re so sad so much. you don’t deserve it. i hope i can find a way to convince you of you.
i really hope you never read this. but if you do somehow, it’s your soupmate.

Why are you still here? Stay out of my mothers yard. Don’t you have anything better to do other than pretend to be me

Stop talking to my meth head minions. We feel sorry for your delusional oppressed mind. Aren’t you embarrassed over your actions?