Dear blayn,
even though we were so young, i still love you greatly. it hurts me so much knowing that you left and went on without me and that shit sucks. i want you back but i can tell you dont want me. i wanted to do everything with you. its sooooo stupid that i cant explain how much i was in love with you. i wanted to do everything with you like i wanted to watch the stars, watch movies, just be with you. i miss you, i miss your touch sooo much. everything went downhill on that day. parents found out i was severely depressed and they wanted to know why and the first thing that came to mind was you. everything relates to you now and it hurts that i still think about you after everything we've done together. i still love you and you'll always have a place in my heart. you were apart of me ever since i met you. i never thought that i had a chance with you. but after we actually started talking we had so much in common. and you changed. a lot. but change doesnt hurt our love. you changed yourself and i didnt care if you did or not, i'd forever love you. i wanted to marry you blayn, but i guess you didn't want the same. it bullshit that you lied to me saying you loved me but you also loved someone else. please come back. i love you.

I’ll find u in every life I love you <3 and I miss you hope she’s better