I hate you, even if I physically can't, I hate you because you broke me. I can't love anymore, because of you I can't love anyone not even myself I hate myself for always going back to you for still talking to you even when you broke me you are always going to be wanted in my life and maybe that's why I can't be fixed because when you leave I will be fully broken all I know is that I can't let you go and for that, I am truly and sincerely sorry because maybe I'm the one causing myself pain maybe it's not you but I and I blame you so I'm sorry for blaming you and putting myself through hell but all I know is that you are the foundation of it, and I'm sorry for that