Unsent messages to BEDE

You'll always have a place in my heart. You were my first love :)

i am so sorry x







i'm sorry i called. I'm sorry i've hurt you. i hope you find love and warmth. from within, and from another. i hope she pours endless amounts of love into your beautiful kind heart. i wish i could. but i cannot pour from this empty broken cup. please, don't let someone mess you around again, like i did. i hate me for it. you deserve everything and more

I hate your guts and I fucking can’t stand you but I liked knowing that if I wanted to, I could have you, and now she’s here I can’t even have that.