Hey it’s been 3 years almost 4 without you. It’s my birthday today and you were always the first one to call. I miss you so much more than I can say. It doesn’t really feel like you’re gone but I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry that I didn’t spend enough time with you or around you I ruined a lot. I wish I had more time with you because I wasted so much I have so much regret and I’m so sorry. I love you so much❤️