Obviously you never felt the same way about me and deep down I knew you never would but that doesn’t mean it hurts any less than it normally would. I always hoped there was some chance we could be together but then my family member ruined it. I was always compared to them and you choosing them over me broke me more than I thought it would. We were friends before they came into the picture but once you dated them and it didn’t work out I knew that meant our friendship was over too. I even sided with you over the family member because I liked you so much. I thought you would recognize my feelings but you never did. I regret ever introducing you to the family member. I resent them too. I know I shouldn’t but I do. You were the reason I knew I liked girls as a well as boys. I never had the courage to say it though. By the time I was going to confess you had gotten a girlfriend and I knew that it would be wrong of me to complicate things for you. You’ve already been through so much. I didn’t want to be another thing in your life to stress you out. Even when you had problems with your partner I still told you to work things out because I knew that was who you truly wanted to be with. I know we don’t talk anymore but I still think about you often and wish you the best. I love you.