sending it here instead so i know she wont ever see it >:,( i hope you still think about us saying the stars wanted it, because after everything i still believe it :/

you said you could never ever hate me, but i kind of wish you did because that would just make it so much easier

i think i would still genuinely give you everything and im not sure why cause i dont even have that many feelings for you anymore but something about what we had just keeps me so closely connected to you and i wonder if you feel the same way

KISSED YOU AT A RED LIGHT AND YOU SAID HEYYYYY I WAS GONNA DO THAT LOLOLOL THAT SPECIFIC MEMORY HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR ALMOST A MONTH STRAIGHT AND I BET YOU DONT EVEN REMEMBER IT LOLOLOLOLOL