you were my first love. you also happened to be my best friend. it’s been over a year now since you decided one day that you didn’t love me anymore and i somehow still can’t seem to get you off my mind. i still pray for your happiness and safety but i hope that one day you realize what you’re missing out on. a girl who would give you the world. i love you anden even if you hate me.

i’m sorry i was so mean to you. i hated myself so much i hated everything around me. please move on

i think about you more than i want to admit, but im not really mad about that.

i’m sorry i can’t commit to you.

Thank you for being my friend anden, I love you
<3

I never really wanted me and you jsut to be friends I wanted to be more , still want do to be more????